AbiGoRawr

I don't like drawing REAL people. I only like drawing Manga characters and manga comics. I don't like drawing real people because I'm afraid that if I draw them exactly how they are, they won't like what they see. And they'll blame me for drawing them badly but truthfully, I was only drawing what I see. It's hard for people to get critism on their art so when someone thells me that I drew them wrong, I feel VERY offended. Sometimes I wanna tell them "SCREW YOU!!!! THIS IS EXACTLY HOW YOU FREAKIN' LOOK AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT CHANGE YOURSELF!!!!!" But I never do. I'm too nice. Or so I'm told. -.-

So, I haven't been on for a while or typed up any journal entries. I guess I don't really have a right to be on right now or ever since my are is STILL NOT UP EMORANGER0119!!!!! Anyways, I really don't have much going on right now. I suppose I should tell you guys I am in a band. (I come from a VERY musically involved/talented family) And we do have a page on facebook of you wanna like us, it would be a great help to our self-esteem. :) The band name is Make It To Midnight. Cool and mysterious, right? NOT! We're like a friggin' open book, mann. We still haven't even finished our first song but we've recorded abunch of songs that aren't ours.

Gah, you don't even want to get me STARTED on guys! But since this is a journal, I guess I can vent for a bit. I can't date until I'm 16 but I did have a boyfriend before. It didn't go so well. I do believe I told you about him before in an earlier journal entry but yeah. Anyways, I have a thingy with this guy that I know on Sunday. Hah, Emoranger0119 is sitting next to me and she says guys are stupid. Yeah. Whatever,but I know I shouldn't be excited about it, especially since he doesn't even know I like him like that. And I so don't even have a chance, especially since I know who he likes. I guess it's true what they say, ya know, how they s